Hullo there!
How's it going? Today is Halloween 2025. And I am very conflicted because i want to dress up for it but I couldn't find the time for it.
So, I don't think this blogpost is a good idea but I just want to write from my new Macbook Air.
I know, I get it. I should not tie my social media posts to the current events as times are always changing, specially for me.
You know one day I was writing about "Yearning" and the the next a "Life Update: Twin Babies, Christening, 5 themed birthday parties in costume, a New Gaming Computer, Working From Home, Becoming a Medical Virtual Assistant, A Brand New Car, Getting Platinum Blonde Hair."
You know.. the things I always wanted to have, the things I wanted to be, happening by the Grace of God. My own Milestones, so to speak.
But nowadays, times are weird. And I have learned a very hard lesson on how nothing in this world is truly yours, how nothing is permanent. Even your bad days.
I know I shouldn't write everything inside my head all the single time. This is why I soft quit Twitter. Now called X for some reason.
And this blog I know is very very public. The most public I have allowed myself to be.
But forgive me, future me. For sometimes I find joy and solace and relief upon spweing out my hypomanic thoughts onto a sleek new laptop in an airconditioned room with warm dim lights decorated with Clear Quartz and other crystals.
I will let this one see the light of the world. Just because.
Because it might be humble brag to others but for me, again, these are my life highlights.
People post their stuff online all the time and I too deserve my piece. I know I know, you are scared. Because writing about these things can actually attract evil eye or something.
You've seen it happen. To you, to the public, everyone. Life's wheel turns and churns.
You need not fret so much maybe. Though they are not permanent, they are part of your story. Your lore, maybe.
Who else will romanticize their lives better than good ol' Pisces.
All I'm saying is, you did good. You roared back into the cold long night and refused to give up. And that my friend, is something truly to be proud of.
Kissy Kissy,
Denziiee
