Thankful~

I'm just happy to get to do what I want.

Like, school consists of drawing, painting, chatting , laughing and eating out.

Home consists of  more drawing, sleeping, playing, worshiping, eating, and anime.

My social circle consists of people I can talk to with whatever I want and I get to look however I want when I'm with them.

Be it talking about "yandere" or just making really ugly faces I only used to show to my mom.

It feels good. Having people around who accept you for who you are.

The best part is that everyday feels like a dream, a really blissful one.

I know for sure that not everyone can go and do stuff what they want leisurely.

And not everyone gets to do what they want for work/school or even at home. Trust me I know.

That's why I want to take this moment, thank God for everything He blessed me with.

For answering my prayers and for giving me things I never even knew I'd need.

And for every little thing He is working on my life right now.

He's making miracles for me everyday.

Did you know that for almost a year now, I wake up the exact same time I want/need to without an alarm clock or anyone to wake me up?

Just praying before I shut my eyes and leaving it all up to Him.

Then when I wake up, I have no idea what decade it is and suddenly, I'd just have enough time o fix myself and my stuff to go to school.

This excludes sometimes when I stay up to like 5am and have to wake up at 6am though. That would be my fault. Haha.

But right now, isn't this what I prayed for last year when I was all depressed, lonely and muddy?

"I want a day when I get to do whatever I want. I want to play all day and blog all night."

"I want a reallllyyyyyyy cute 3DS! And I want someone to play it with~"

"I want cozy nights watching anime."

"I want my own room so I can have my own comfort zone"

Now what?

I study something I love to do

I just played League of Legends and now I'm blogging at 5am

I do have it right now in front of me and I just received a Manaphy from Nikki and late I'm getting my Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire.

I'm currently watching Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun tucked inside my blanket against the chilly weather

I do have my own pink pretty room now too

Simple stuff. BUT- I HAVE THEM ALL. All my prayers were answered.

And I'm really thankful.

How great is He? :) <3

Anyway, that's it for today.

RANDSOM DUCKFACE FEEL CHIO SELFIE

signed,

Dearestdenziiee

Sundate with Eonni and a Whole Night with Morthnyiir

I'm a total introvert. 

I almost never go out outside if I do not have to. If you want to talk to me, or do stuff with me, you'd have to wait for me to be online on twitter/facebook, because I do not have a cellphone at the moment. It's always stolen because I never even charge it for 5 days or more or it's on silent mode or under my bed for days..

That's because I find it totally pointless to pay for load when you can talk to your friends online nowadays. And it's not likely that I want to talk to people anyway all the time. And I also find it pointless to go out and spend money even if you don't have to. I rather have a nice quiet day, recording music, reading mangas, books and play games on my iPod.

I wish it's as peaceful as that everyday!

But there are times I'm forced out of my bed, and go out to eat to celebrate someones payday and see my friends to celebrate someone's birthday like this..

That day I wanted to blog so bad but I didn't have stuff to blog. The only interesting thing I did that day was make really delicious instant ramen. lol. But then carla eonni came home with her pay and told me that she'd treat me out. That's because I always treat her out when I get my allowance leh. Payback time lol.

So I went to get ready and 30 mins, it was an achievement bc I normally take like 2 hours minimum..

Then we went to SLE because we were super hungry and when we got there we didn't know where to start and what to eat, but I was craving for matcha, salty cream, and red beans so so bad and remembered the perfect place to get all three in one~ 

 Welcome to Chatime!

I like this place because every branch looks very clean and modern and all the stuff in there is so good as a beverage and tea lover myself.

Lol I dig stuff with screens
 letting me see what my options are and their prices infront of me

We ordered and they give you this to let you know when your order is ready. I have had lots of fun with stuff like this before, like imagining its a bomb and we lok around how to defuse it before it lights up and vibrates lol lol

it makes me feel like i'm in mobit,
although i wish yesung or jongjin was the one handing me lol lol

They were making our tea right next to us so you know if they put funy stuf in it or like put their finger in while making and scold them off. lol.

When they were almost finished. I saw the red beans and the green tea and the mousse being layered and I was so excited I like said "Omg ate ang sarap~" and the two of the workers loked at me like.. "wtf? is this her first time?!" and I was so embarrassed. But screw them I really really wanted my drink so bad. lol

Then finally, the buzzer went off and  it came it came it came!

Don't that look so heavenly~
Uhh I just ate and it made me hungry again.

Then we went off to browse at the mall to see what we can buy.. It was so freaking cold in the Philippines that day, and my small hands were freezing holding the drink they turned pinker.

After getting some stuf we decided we were really hungry and ate at Bonchon. I was insisting on the seat near he window because it was secluded and had high chairs so it's perfect for selcas and taking pictures because I'm gonna blog the day but the problem was the aircon at the freaking front of the seat nobody dared to sit in there lol.I was alright with it because I love the cold.

I always say that I wont whine when it's cold so it would never be to hot again. Like srsly I hate it when people whine when it's hot and and whine when it's cold. So I made up my mind to never whine when it's cold, it's a rare opportunity when you're in the Philippines.

She was taking the orders and I got so bored and I decided to take pictures even though our seats in the freaking center and people looking at me like, "wtf is that girl doing, is this here first time?" Lol srsly ppl here are so paki-alamero. But I took pictures anyway...

bish pls

So, eonni came with the drinks and I noticed her looking simpler and prettier with no eyeliner. She always put so much eyeliner and almost never leave the house without them. So I took a photo of her and made her see.

Lol what kind of pose is that lmfao

I took a few photos before eating and they looked like crap. Fast food. Oh you. The thing is it tasted like crap too. It was too hard to eat at I spit it out when I take a bite then prepare myself to shove the whole thing inside my mouth becaue my teeth can't cut through them. lol Don't get me wrong, I LOVE KOREAN CHICKEN but this one here, not so much.

i got a bit shy and hid my phone this time lol

So we decided to go home because I have to leave at 8 because LSG Girls were waiting for me in Mcdonalds near home. So we rode a tricycle. When we got on, I got surprised when the lights turned on inside. It was so pretty.

Pretty enough for phone wallpaper lol
Looks like bokeh huh?

So we took pictures inside even if it was freaking windy and shaky.. It felt like a club picture lol

tugs tugs~
now this is what i call patok tricycle lmfao

aww yeah

I do not know how eonni managed to read that pulp mag
but I guess she was skimming through to see if it had her face
 in the edition where it featured Super Junior Super show 5.

Look! Kyu! Lol as if you can see clearly

We went home and hear martina crying out "Nonat~ Asan nonat~" She was expecting doughnuts lmao. I told eonni to buy her some and come wih me because LSG Girls were waiting for me at McDonald's and it was near Dunkin' Donuts.

On our way there I saw Joshu. He was waiting for JA so I decided to stay there with him because we were all going to Ivan's place, and moments later, JA came. We crossed the street to Mcdonalds and upon entering I spot the girls just finished eating and I was like "Hey bishes, I brought monsters!" and we started chatting loudly and pestering customers lol lol. They told me it was just the perfect timing that I brought them there bc the girls didn't know where Ivan's new house is. So we went off together.

JA was hiding wtf camera shy your face

At the jeepney~ lol Ja lol lol lol mukhang mama eh no.

When we got there, some of the boys were there already and Gabby was wearing something freaking ridiculous lmfao. Upon entering the house we were greeted by a fondant wedding cake Ivan's mom made. She bakes cakes, cupcakes and pastries for a living.

while waiting for others~ selca lol

I insisted Kiahra to let me take a picture of her "braces" but she got all shy and kept on pulling this face off because there wasn't any below there lol

wtf look silly leh hahaha

But after insisting, she finally smiled and showed them lol always have to insist with this girl.

That Choding~ (eye smile)

Afterwards, we were told to eat but I was still so damn full T^T Those chicken I shoved in my mouth whole and Large matcha with lots of red beans were so heavy on my stomach so I just took pictures with them for a while..

with medz and cass ^^

chloe, kiahra and marc joined in ^^

They looked so packed in there so i decided to take a picture of them lol lol
Stairway to heaven~ yeah die bishes. loljk jk

We watched a movie whcih they turned off suddenly bummer it was fun too. Then I borrowed a straw hat which turned out to be Ivan's. And I looked so cute in it and found a dozen of lollipops and grabbed them. Ending was the whole night I was sucking on a lollipop that I did not even bring my lip stain out anymore because my lips, mouth, teeth and tongue and all were stained red already lol. I camho with all of them Morthnyiir while sucking one everytime lol

suckarrrrr lolol

I know this is rare I take pictures with this particular people but I was bored and I missed both of them ^^ plus I looked so good lol jk

with carlos and katrina ^^

They made drinks with lots of colors which were so strong, it tasted like asjdgasjdgakhdahda. lol and we took lots of photos together but they were not uploaded yet by them they're so slow lah. So far this is the only one uploaded...

Afterwards, Ivan turned the lights off to get the mood on and play spin the bottle and 5 minutes in heaven lol lol lol the lights reminded me of the lights on the tricycle I rode with eonni lmao lmao

Not all people wanted to participate so we stopped it and just chilled and told stories and they made more drinks. I slept for a bit. It was so freaking comfortable I swear. I've never been so comfortable like that in my room lol

After waking up I chatted with others and took more selcas with my straw hat and lollipops. ^o^

I. Love. This. One.
Right? I so pretty here. lol

We all decided to go home at around 5:30 a.m because there wasn't anything to do anymore and almost everyone's asleep. Some didn't want to catch the morning light anymore. Such nocturnals. So we all left together, some of them went to eat breakfast but I decided to go home already and damn was it the worst decision I made this year. Lol.

So yeah, I was glad I had alot of fun during my rare days out and with these people, because i had a really ugly day afterwards.. T^T

Now I'm off to clean my room and take a nice cool refreshing foamy bath so I can relax until I can fall asleep with Eru. ♥

Kisy kissy from Ivan's mom's pre ordered wedding cake~

I hope the couple who ordered it will have
 a really lovey dovey marriage~ ♥

 Take care everyone and please be happy! ♥

And thank you for reading up to here ^o^

Signed,

Today and everyday with LSG Girls - Meet my best friends!

Friends come and go, we all know that, right? But because of that friends are treasures that we should cherish when they're there (and are always there, in my case. ♥)

This is my LSG Family. Or how I like to call it.. #LSGForever

There are 14 of us, and we were all classmates since 3rd year of high school.

CARL • YAZMIN • ME • MEDZ• CHLOE • KIAHRA • GABBY • CASSANDRA • ERNEST • JOSHUA • JOSEL • CARLOS • andthatshoul'venbeen- REGULUS • andsomeonemissingtoo JA

Because Regulus and JA aren't there and I can't fin ones with them, here.. ^^

Reg being motherly and JA.. well.. being happy. lmfao

You may be wondering what the hell LSG means right? Oddly, it means Litosphere Gaming. Yes, Lito. Lito comes from Medwin's father's name. lol lol lol And the boys originally picked that name and who the members are actually. Stupid, right. We found Lito very funny esp the boys since they were the one that came up with the name.

Litosphere Gaming was for the boys' benefit they use it for their DOTA gaming when battling with other groups. Although, non of us girl's play with them EVER. 

The boys, or as we call them, LSG Boys, liked to drink and party and stuff like that and sometimes we obviously have different stuff we like and don't like lah. Yes, nag-sosolo, they like that sometimes. Maybe because ofcourse they have to talk about stuff we'll not relate to or do their chills which we never ever ever like. So most of the times us girls are the ones hanging out.

One of our night swimmings, my girls~ ♥
stupid someone at the back lah, who you pows.
gabby wtf -.-

There are 6 of us girls, we're LSG Girls. LSG gels. No, not gel, ghels. They call us sometimes because our high school principal always mispronounce girls as gels. I do not know what is wrong with her either lol.

I find them creepy at times bc you know, srsly, I like wake up and see them beside me. And they often are the ones waking me up inthe afternoon. And one time Kiahra told me she'd come over to get her hair dyed at my house lah and I tweet her "Bish where are you?" and she replied 'Bish I'm already in here inside your room'  O.O So I got out of bath and check, she was there alright...

asd;jflhakjgsdkha say not creepy? hahahahha  

I never experienced this in all my life you know lah. And, until now they wouldn't know.. It was my dream for that to happen! Hahahahaha except for a boyfriend lah lol lol but that is far from reality now bc I'm forever alone these days -.- My sisters are jealous of that anyway, just then I realized i'm so lucky lor hahaha

We like to eat, sing, laugh, go to each other's houses and do nothing but talk and tweet, we like to make fun of each other, insult each other (sometimes one gets insulted and gets all sad but we make up afterwards soon) and we do stuff like this for computer project.. 

       

lol yazmin hahahaha

Us in uniform, Cass was taking the picture ^^

Here is us LSG Girls on our senior prom on photo booth taking advantage of that bc it was free /although we paid it inclusive with prom fees so why not use it, prom's pricy as hell.

(won't upload junior prom bc I was shitty as hell there and.. nvm)

I'm so fat leh I even had to edit my arm and it's stil freaking big and awwwww i miss this.

3 more shot and.. ta-dah~ it came out like this..

And chloe being so mean doing this to my picture.. T^T

Me as shampoo model wtf
so freaking ugly leh but I gotta admit this was so freaking funny lmfao

And finally.. On our graduation~ ☻

Today we hanged out again complete LSG Girls' for the first time in 2014! Woot! It's rare for even the six of us to be complete because they have classes ad schedule don't match up and sometime I go out with the family.

Apparently we have a hard time taking selfies of all of us together without a timer because maybe a.) there's too many of us for the screen b.) cramped space c.) were big lol (some including me as the biggest sumo one)

So taking pictures means having a fight over spots which your face can be seen just like this hahahaha

Hor can't see me lah so small give me height

wtf

It can be worse just like this O.o

we're having fun and hurting ourselves,  bc it's fun lmao

They may be random, they may be weird, they may be bad kids, and whatever this society calls them, but i love them for who they are. All the hardships we've been through, misunderstandings, accidental hurtings and let-downs, it made us who we are now and we're freaking awesome and if someone tries and hurts one of them, I'll jump on you and squish you into goo of red lumpy inhumane bits. Nobody wants to see or experience that, trust me. :)

I almost never get cheesy with them but here's to them.. all the fun and tears we've been through for years.. 

Guys, i love you so much ♥

I guess you know that because I/we always say that to each other right?

But I just want to tell you now that, I really do love you and treasure you.

And I'm not saying this just because I should, but because I want to.

I hope every one of us stay best of friends this year and after and after and after and after and forever and ever.

And I want you to know you're one of the best things that happened to me in forever.

I wish you all the love and happiness you can get because, damn bishes you deserve to be happy and smile beautifully.

I love all your smiles and I hope we can make each other smile everytime for a very very very long time.

I want you to know that I'll be here for you and I'm here to support you and guide you as my job as your friend. 

I love you my Drama Queens. ♥

Please continue to be awesome as fuck and shine very sparkly like my gifts. :*

Thank you for taking kissy kissy with me, I feel so touched (/= 3 =)/ ♥

So adorable ~ ♥

So yeah, thankyou for reading and kissy kissy from LSG Girls! ♥

//Oh and here's a selca from today ^o^ it's been a long post thank you for reading!

♥

signed,