2015 WISHLIST

Hallu durrrrrrrrr

I'm hypomanic again, shhh, don't tell my doctor I don't need her anyway i feel incredible LOL

But yeah Hi. Again. It's me. I was wondering if atter all these years you'd like to meet? Lololol i'm jking it's from Adele's Hello, geddit? No, okay, pshaw! Fine. Buzzkill.

It is true I have gotten my most wonderfull gift this christmas which was a new kitty cat (check tag Lülu Anais) but yesh, I'm back this year with another wishlist. 

This will also work for my bday wishlist for March 06 :3 haha

I'll just. List them this year bc i'm just on ipod. 

IDC IF THEYRE NEW OR NOT OPENED OR NOT :) HAHAHA 

1. DJ SONA AND SNOW DAY SYNDRA SKIN

Uhm well yeah? I'm a badass Syndra player hands down. But sona, i just want it badly. Please.

2. Rune Factory 4 and Harvest Moon: A Tale of Two Towns

Idk if i've posted it last year bu i still want it. Missed Nintendo eshop sale. Bought a cat instead. Worth. But still want em. Please?

3. Romaric Walker

looooooooooooooool shhhhhh don't tell i'm gonna ruin Christmas for you and your angkan.

4. MASHIMARO BED!

Fuck. You know those totoro huge ass beds i want a mashimaro one please.

5. Whiskas Cat Food. And Kitty Litter.

Economical. Fuck yeah.

6. Animal Crossing: Happy Home Designer

:( :( :( please? :3

7. Horror / Suspense Fiction books or books in general

I haven't read for a while. :( Please anything neil gaiman / michael faudet / lang leav will work 

8. ART SUPPLIES

give me paint, i'll take it. Staedtler / Fabed-Castell pencils are much appreciated hahhaha 

Hmm i'm running out of wishes. God gave me fucktons this year. So blessed. Thank You Lord <3

9. Anything white. 

Don't think green. I said white, bitch. Even paper is fine. Lol

10. 10 million pesos

Thx

Last year of being 18 woohooooo i love hate this year but made it

Sticker by my baby cousins. I'll burn them.

New kitty <3 Lülu Anais the Smoke Blue Doll Face Persian Cat

Okay breh, I agree she looks grumpy.

But trust me she's like the nicest kitty ever.

I really wanted a new cat for Christmas since my poor baby Kohl is gone and prayed God that I find a new cat to love.

In a matter of DAYS, bruh, DAYYSSSS (though it kinda felt like years ofc bc it's a new kitty!) He gave me my wish.

Ang lakas ko kay God grabe diba.

I don't think I ever told you about Koi though :( 

Basically I got him from the streets February 2015, he was a small baby cat about 2-3months old and he had a broken tail which was still bleeding.

He appeared from my doorstep out of nowhere and Me, I really wanted a black cat, I gave him spaghetti. He ate it. And was nice about letting me touch him.

So I asked my cousin to grab him to my house and I fed him eggs and made him a box (which he outgrew a few weeks and started sleeping in my bed)

He was a very playful kitten. Left me with scratches and love and tears and depression when he was thrown out by my annoying af uncle.

Now back to my new cat.

I was really sad about Koi and felt very very lonely and alone. 

So i decided and hoped for a gray/blue cat. I looked for russian blues but theyre too expensive bc they're rare af.

I came across persian cats bc they were the ones mostly sold.

I searched thoroughly online to find the prettiest yet cheapest I could. I mostly wanted a gray or white or black one. Possibly pure and nice.

I got all of it in one. Lol and very cheap. She was being sold for 3,500php near me with her partner a a pure doll face persian calico male. Which is still available. 

But I haggled out and got her for 2,500 also because the Lady named Jane Alyssa is very nice :)

I can't lie. She looked very neglected and the owner stated she can't take care of them anymore.

Her name was originally Lulu and that surprised me bc league of legends, duh. 

I really wanted to name her Anais. Bc I wanted her name to mean grace. As in God's Grace. 

But the babycat responds to being called Lulu so I named her Lülu Anais :)

She's a bit shy. But very affecionate. 

My grabdma hates pets. But when Lülu meowed at her with her non existent meow sound which is like a lip sync, she found her cute and was very protective of her.

The owner also said she's pregnant. I was half scared and half excited. BUT I don't think she is to be honest. 

She said she's supposed to be pregnant since August. But that's just bullshit. Cats are only prego for less than 2 months at most.

I gave her kitten food just incase she is but she's not taking it well with blood on her loose stools.

So I might just go back to giving her adult dry, canned and raw food. 

But yeah she's a really cool lap cat and likes sleeping on the floor. Oh and she's approx 1 years old btw. She's a big girl.

Here's some pictures from today. (Her eyes yellow orange eyes are just reflecting light)

Okay. Next post: END OF THE YEAR WISHLIST!!!! <3

Thank you for reading! Hope you didnt get bored much.

The Irony in Social Networking Sites

"What's on your mind?"

"What's happening?"

"What's going on?"

Few of the things we see before we type or post anything on social networking sites like Twitter and Facebook.

The purpose of why we post stuff on the internet varies from person to person, but why, in some cases do we get... what's the right word?

Discriminated? Probably. Discriminated about posting what's actually happening and what's literally on our minds?

For example, we post feelings on facebook like this..

Allie Hamilton: feeling empty 😶

And one or two people would instantly react, maybe not actually post it or tell you but in their minds they would be like..

Oh my god, why is this person such a drama queen.

What's happening to this person couldn't really be that bad.

Why do you have to post stuff like that?

That's not interesting, keep your problem to yourself.

Attention seeker.

Doing it all for the likes.

This is why I don't post stuff like that, see, it looks stupid.

Stuff like this.

Honestly, tell me you haven't thought ANY of those lines ever before?

You probably have, or not, if you say so.

And for me, I think it's NOT RIGHT.

By "not right" I mean that we shouldn't be thinking bad stuff about other people posting the stuff that's literally on their mind and happening.

Why do we ridicule others so much and not think.... Geez, it's ridiculous that I'm ridiculing other people for being ridiculous on facebook but I'm clearly missing the point that THIS IS WHAT IS FACEBOOK FOR, FOR SAYING WHAT'S ON SOMEONE'S MIND.

Damn it. Let us not be judgemental and critical.

Seriously, just unfriend or unfollow.

No matter how ignorant a post gets as long as it's not hurting, damaging, harassing, involving anyone and anything that shouldn't be done so, we shouldn't really give a shit about their shit. 

Let them do their shit, yeah? Lol

Because it's what it is for. The sole purpose of it's existence.

Facebook and Twitter asked them that before they posted, get it over with.

If you wanted to see funny posts, go to 9gag. Not advertising.

I dunno I'm just rambling. I just.. can't sleep lol

Here let's take a chill pill. Lolol

IG: @DearestDenziiee

Lows

I hate talking about this. I really do.

But something in me tells me I should.

In the past post somewhere I told you I don't know whether I have bipolar disorder.

Because yeah, the past two months have been crazy for me to the point i had to go back to hell and see if it's any better here.

Aaaaand i think I have transitioned from my very high highs to my really low lows again.

Part of me accepted long ago that this happens and will happen quite alot.

But when you get mania you feel like everything's gonna be okay. You're amazing, you can handle everything.

And that led me to go here, take on AALLLL these adult tasks... and two months from then........

I have not achieved anything.

Yeap. It. All. Went. Spiraling. Down. Once. Fucking. Again.

Being hopeful when you're on the lowest side of the pole isn't gonna happen.

I keep wondering where the old I can do anything me went.

And I don't know if I'm just trying to justify myself with this bipolar thing or I'n just a failure.

I seriously will not be okay if this goes on. 

History has repeated itself. It's that long loooong year I don't have anything happening all over again.

I might delete this but i'll let it stay here

Star Guardian Lux and Fnatic Janna

Okay okay contain myself....

Here it goes.........................................

BY THE POWER OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP WE WILL PUNISH THE EVIL THAT IS THE ENEMY TEAM <3 - lilypichu on youtube

Scream loudly kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~ ;w;

I haz SG Lux like wtffff.

I am Sailor Freaking Moon now, officially, as words of Aira my bae-con. /geddit?/

THIS BABYGIRL IS MY BABYGIRL

MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOL

BABY THAT RECALL IS SO BAE

THAT FUCKING ULTI IS KAWAII AF

DOES ANYONE AT ALL UNDERSTAND MY SATISFACTION OF OWNING THIS JEWEL HAHAHAHA FML i'm a sad human being

Here so you could see how tf it really looks like at this link:

 STAR GUARDIAN LUX SKIN SPOTLIGHT <3

smh tbh Lilypichu and her "Well, a "double rainbow" is a phenomenon of optics that displays a spectrum of light due to the sun shining on droplets of moisture in the atmosphere. Does that explain it?"  IN A REALLYYYYYY ANNOYING CUTE VOICE made me want this fucking troll champion and troll skin :<

I LOVE ET! LOL

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But yeah HI! I just missed my blog and suddenly wanted to rant about my latest and final *probably* skin I would get without a sale.

As most of you know if we're frinds on fb I have wasted a fuckton 2k for looking for DJ Sona just last month AND SHE NEVER APPEARED

Result was I have multiple skins for all my champs. :'( I no even want all but janna

I have completed the skins of these in search for DJ FREAKING SONA:

Syndra

Lissandra

Ashe (yes)

Jinx

Nami (oh hell yeah that mermaid skin i love it I almost main Nami now btw)

Jayce (fuck this champion okay I don't even fucking use it! hahahaha i got it off of GAS spin)

aaaaaaand

JANNA my baby <3 (just today and with an exception of Victorious bc i haven't been that long in game)

but boyyyyyyyyyyyyy am i glad they released Fnatic Janna again or else I would have continued trying my luck to get it in misery gift :( lolol i made that up

It was the perfect day to get my last janna skin bc it's soooo freaking windy today hahaha

It's like her saying hey, buy me or nah~ woosh woosh~

lolol sorry

So far I love my league account and it;s up for sale. :)

YES! You heard that right :)

Selling my league account for 6,500php :)

Considering the effort and amount i have played on it and the fucktons of skins it has i think its a fair price.

Hahaha XD

But yeah, email me @ aegyoenchatress@gmail.com for that :P

ALSO IT'S MY DEAREST MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY AGAIN <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY SHY THESE SKINS WOULD NEVER BE MINE IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU LOLOLOL

And yeah.

KISSY KISSY FROM MY PRETTY MOMMY AND FAT ME :( XD

Thankful~

I'm just happy to get to do what I want.

Like, school consists of drawing, painting, chatting , laughing and eating out.

Home consists of  more drawing, sleeping, playing, worshiping, eating, and anime.

My social circle consists of people I can talk to with whatever I want and I get to look however I want when I'm with them.

Be it talking about "yandere" or just making really ugly faces I only used to show to my mom.

It feels good. Having people around who accept you for who you are.

The best part is that everyday feels like a dream, a really blissful one.

I know for sure that not everyone can go and do stuff what they want leisurely.

And not everyone gets to do what they want for work/school or even at home. Trust me I know.

That's why I want to take this moment, thank God for everything He blessed me with.

For answering my prayers and for giving me things I never even knew I'd need.

And for every little thing He is working on my life right now.

He's making miracles for me everyday.

Did you know that for almost a year now, I wake up the exact same time I want/need to without an alarm clock or anyone to wake me up?

Just praying before I shut my eyes and leaving it all up to Him.

Then when I wake up, I have no idea what decade it is and suddenly, I'd just have enough time o fix myself and my stuff to go to school.

This excludes sometimes when I stay up to like 5am and have to wake up at 6am though. That would be my fault. Haha.

But right now, isn't this what I prayed for last year when I was all depressed, lonely and muddy?

"I want a day when I get to do whatever I want. I want to play all day and blog all night."

"I want a reallllyyyyyyy cute 3DS! And I want someone to play it with~"

"I want cozy nights watching anime."

"I want my own room so I can have my own comfort zone"

Now what?

I study something I love to do

I just played League of Legends and now I'm blogging at 5am

I do have it right now in front of me and I just received a Manaphy from Nikki and late I'm getting my Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire.

I'm currently watching Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun tucked inside my blanket against the chilly weather

I do have my own pink pretty room now too

Simple stuff. BUT- I HAVE THEM ALL. All my prayers were answered.

And I'm really thankful.

How great is He? :) <3

Anyway, that's it for today.

RANDSOM DUCKFACE FEEL CHIO SELFIE

signed,

Dearestdenziiee

Hello durr

...Hi.

So, I've been staring at my blog for the past few minutes getting bored as f.

I just have nothing to do for a few more hours.

So let me sit here in front of my computer telling you stuff I would if I was with a friend right now. Lol

Currently I'm playing Music Box version of Just Be Friends by Megurine Luka in the background and it's raining outside.

Moments like this are the ones I want to cherish so I'm trying to record it with a post :)

You know, I wish it just always rains minus the flooding and disasters.

I love the rain so much.

The temperature it brings is just the perfect temperature for me.

Me, hiding inside my red dyed hair while blogging is just so cozy for me~

Yesterday I trimmed the edges of them and it's been a year and a half since I cut my hair

I must say I missed the feeling lol

I used to always cut it by myself thus having short and ugly styled hair which I thought looked really great on me lol.

Now I change the song to Music Box version of First Love by Utada Hikaru.

Anyway, there's a million thoughts I'd like to share with you

But then there's also a thousand people viewing my blog and thinking about them reading it is embarrassing (like I don't have really weird stuff up on here yet anyway lel)

One thought I have is school and I'm kinda stressed by this thought of going over a long line later and doing stuff to get enrolled for the next semester

Hm. Stressing me out.

On the good side though, we'll be doing animations next sem and I'm so so so happy

I took up this course with a goal that I would make my blog really pretty :3

But now thinking about it, the course has more benefits like now I want to be a mangaka in the future

Or an animator working in my own desk drawing and doing photoshop late at night while I drink my green tea.

Naisu desu ne~

Hahaha you got it right, this is me ranting about my own la-la land ♥

It's pretty here, don't you want to be inside of it with me?

SEE? luka is having fun~ ♥
now i want pink hair (credits to owner)

2014 WISHLIST

Hello there blog~ I missed you!

Sorry- (for the nth time)

I haven't been posting here (here it comes) because I'm too busy.. and lazy. Ok.

Oh, I'm posting my ugly improvement lacking f-artworks on DeviantArt anyways, please check them!

Here's the link to that: http://denziiee.deviantart.com

So yeah, I just wanted to update for those who love me and keep checking up on my blog lol.

I wanted to share some things we both (most specially me) might find a little convenient.

I wanted to share my wishlist because Christmas is coming up and it's gonna be my 18th birthday sooner than I think which I hate but if you're gonna give me one of these, then it might turn out not be so bad after all (breathes in)

I mean, come on, let's be real, don't you just hate the feeling of receiving something you know you'll just give away or never use?

It's not that you're ungrateful or something, I mean, you hate it because you know it's gonna be wasted.

Like, they'd give you a luxurious branded shoe in a style you totally hate and you know you just can't wear.

When all you wanted was a freaking chocolate bar. Just one. COME ON.

How awful right? Btw, it's a true story soooooo...........

Here's what I want for my 18th birthday or Christmas or any-when in the near far future!

FICTION BOOKS

Preferably hard bound books with pretty covers and catchy stories.

I like scary, mind boggling horror ones yes please and romance works fine.

Authors I like best in this genre are V.C. Andrews, Susan Madison, Kaye Hooper and Neil Gaiman!

I don't need brand new. I need new stories for muh brain~

Come on, you can get them in book sales for 40-80php. 100php buy 1 take 1.

See? It doesn't take much to make me so damn happy. lol

Although, the more, the happier I will be and the more loved you will be lol

ANYTHING PINK/MAGENTA/TEAL

Yes, anything. :3 I.e. socks, mechanical pencil, pillow case, bedsheet, bag, slippers, shirt, underwear lol, or even pink candies.

Something I can eat, or put in my magenta filled room would be very nice :3

Basically if you want to get me something, please make it pink/magenta.

Except if it's a Razer Kraken or anything Razer. NO. Razer is supposed to be GREEN.

GREEN TEA

Anything that says green tea, even if it's edible or not I will accept it whole-heartedly lol

Powdered green tea (matcha) will be the best choice lol

ART MATERIALS

Mechanical Pencils, Black Markers/Sharpie, Pencils, Sketch pads, Sharpeners, Crayons, Shading stamps, Color Pencils (YESPLEASE), Water Color Pencils, Oil Pastel, Acrylic Paint, Charcoal Pencils, Paint brushes... you choose.

My personal favorite stuff are from Faber Castell and Pentel.

ANYTHING "RAZER"

Yes. Anything. I will most definitely reserve you a special place in my heart lol.

SUPER JUNIOR MERCH/ALBUMS

MY BIAS IS YESUNG, PLEASE GET ME ANYTHING WITH YESUNG IN IT

SUSHI

ANYTHING! JUST. GET. ME. SUSHI. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Although I like Ebi (shrimp) sushi, Akami (tuna) sushi and Ootoro (fatty tuna) the best!

You will never go wrong with this one I swear!!!!!!!

3DS GAME CARDS

This one is a bit pricy but, omg pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee

Anything will do.

Although I would really love Super Smash Bros and Ace Attorney please and thank you~

Once again, I don't need brand new, I want new stuff for muh brain~ lels

3DS XL ACCESSORIES

A case, a stylus a sticker or what not for my pink 3ds baby.

LEAGUE OF LEGENDS SKIN / GARENA SHELLS

Oh, oh, oh! A mystery gift will be really nice! IGN: SHIONORI

Or if you want, you can give me shells instead, it's basically loaded in a prepaid card and you can buy it in selected 7eleven stores. <3

Razer Blade Laptop

Oh yeah. This. I can wait years for this. I will wait very patiently until someone gives me this.

LORD PLEASE I WANT NEED LOVE THIS LOL

Oh, last but not the least...

DRAWINGS/PAINTINGS/ART/LETTERS/POEMS/SONGS

Whether made by you or anyone, digital or traditional, I would totally appreciate it specially on my birthday. :')))))) <3

You know what? Anything heartfelt would be so freaking nice. Like a bottle with a secret letter in it? I would totally love that.

This is just a reference of the things I would really like getting. :3
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So there's that, I'll leave it here because the people who would be on my 18 gifts for my 18th birthday would definitely need this.

Specially my family members lel ehem, eonnideul ehem, okaasama loljk

Okay thank you for reading up to here.

Oh yeah, this doesn't apply only on Christmas and my birthdays but any day ok? lol

Hahhahahahahaha so much for that.

This is not compulsory, just suggestions lmaoooo

thoughts feed:

OMG MY HEAD IS SO FULL OF THOUGHTS I MANAGED TO MAKE A FULL POST WITH NOS TOPPING WHATSOEVER AM I MANIC AGAIN YES I T PROBABLY AM
OMG POKEMON OR/AS IS COMING OUT SOON I JUST PREORDERED ALPHA SAPPHIE WITH POCHAN AND UPUPU AND DOODERS THEY GOT OMEGA RUBY I WANT MY COPY ALRDY I MISS LATIAS
SO LUCK I GOT A FREE DEMO FROM NINTENDO
SO LUCKY I GOT AN ARCEUS FOR FREE
SO LUCKY UPUPU WILL GIVE ME DIANCIE LATER HUHU
HI MEGA DIANCIE SEE YOU SOON MWA

Signed,

DearestDenziiee with love and kissy kissies ♥

Update. League of Legends with Janna Windforce~

Ok so here's a quick update lol.

Sorry I'm not doing this as often as I want to

But really, I barely even have time to wash my own hair these past few months. T^T

Yes, it's THAT busy but I'm greatful and happier :) <3

SO, anyway.

I got this new game addiction haha. (Again) Which may be turning a bit on the bad side.

I obsess over my gaming so much, I know that. Special online games. Asian much.

But yeah, this one I think is going a bit destructive like the others or much worse.

I didn't really wanna install this bc it demands high memory use.

But everyone kept talking about it and I got curious enough to follow haha.

Yesh, please just add me in game: SHIONORI (how i regret picking that name lol)

And on Garena, it's Denziiee.

BTW, the in game DENZIIEE  is NOT me. NOT ME OKKKKKK bummer right lol

I have heard of Janna for years now and then I kinda wanted to play her and she and me worked out well killing bots together even though she's just supposed to be support. lol

I no care. Part of my Pocket Legends gaming tells me that MAGE = NUKE lol nuke nuke nuke everyone and heal only yourself haha jk

So anyway, Janna Windforce, my best champion <3

Rylai misses me though but she still lemme use her scepter, tho (if ya know whut i mean lol lol)

How kewl is she :3 Meh nukeyyyyy :3

Anyway, so, you guys know I've been watching TK (Tokyo Ghoul) right?

ANNOYING IT'S ENDING SOON NO MORE THURSDAY NIGHT TK MARATHON ;(

Oh yeah, on destructiveness I meant, rather playing this than attending a nonsense class and i know that's not good and buying garena shells with my lunch money so I can buy.. THISSSSSSSSS

500 RP means real 500 pesos. Hmmm. That my lunch money for 3 and 1/4 days hahahhaha

But it's so KULIT hahahahahhahaha I want itttttttttttt...:<

Anyway Comia Senpai said she'd mystery gift me and I hope this one pops up! I'd keep on trying until I get chaaaaaaaaaaaaa <3

So that's it for now, I only blogged because I was supposed to be LVLing up my LoL account and spending time with mah Janna but... this shit ->  League of Legends Forum: Globe Connectivity Issue 9/8/14

Huhuhu me and my senpais getting disconnected. i now become the DISCON QUEEN lol

So yeah, thank you for reading up to here, if you put up with this, make sure we become friends because not everyone puts up with my shit like this lol

Signed,

DearestDenziiee with Janna ♥

Today @ UNI

Lol. So here's what..

I am late (as damn too) and I saw one of my classmates going the other direction from school.

I thought he was being his kind self helping out an old woman  for directions despite the fact he was late.

He was absent yesterday so I thought it will be bad for him. So I ran to him to warn him.

It turns out, he was going to transfer out.

I was kinda sad because even though he's annoying making me repeat what "saranghae" meant, he made the class al little bit more fun.

So then I am even more late.

Now on the 2nd bldg, I went to my room and BAMMMMMMM- nobody is there T^T

Now I am stuck with an hour nowhere to go but on the PC bang lololol.

I srsly don't know where my classmates are. Or if my time is set right i do not freaking know~

Partly my fault, partly not. But mostly mine.

Tomorrow I'l get up extra early I promise. And move extra fast bc tomorrow is all art subjects.

Being an art student is an adventure lol