You know when you do others favors, and you go all out to help them and lend your strength, you precious time, almost everything you can offer, and not ask anything in return because you're happy to do so..
Instead of hearing atleast a thank you, they repay you by making you feel like you never should have helped them at all at the first place? So annoying right?
You treat them so nicely, not letting your lending hand disappoint them, but still in their hearts they're taking it for granted. Because most of the time they don't ask for it, but you still help.
Why? Because it's the right thing to do and you want to. Also because you think when the same situation happens to you, you could've fel the same way.
What I do not understand is that why must some people go all out their way to make you feel bad right after you help them? It's seriously annoying how some people think so highly of themselves and treat people like they're supposed to help them just because. But refuse to be kind at all.
Being too kind of a person isn't really good after all. You get stomped by other people even if you never did anything wrong, even if you always did right.
But luckily and sadly, my new year's resolution this year is to "fight back" and prevent myself from getting hurt more.
So yes, I've been developing my abrasive side this year.
It's in TEAL, of course! ^_~
This might mean I'll be the meanest, bitchest Denziiee I've ever been. "Pure White Me" was so last year. *so cliché*
I just can't tolerate being silent about stuff like these anymore. 16 years of tolerating everything, not saying anything, not makin a sound, keeping it all inside.
I've just tired my heart out, it was time to build walls.
Kissy kissy,
Denziiee
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