Thankful~

I'm just happy to get to do what I want.

Like, school consists of drawing, painting, chatting , laughing and eating out.

Home consists of  more drawing, sleeping, playing, worshiping, eating, and anime.

My social circle consists of people I can talk to with whatever I want and I get to look however I want when I'm with them.

Be it talking about "yandere" or just making really ugly faces I only used to show to my mom.

It feels good. Having people around who accept you for who you are.

The best part is that everyday feels like a dream, a really blissful one.

I know for sure that not everyone can go and do stuff what they want leisurely.

And not everyone gets to do what they want for work/school or even at home. Trust me I know.

That's why I want to take this moment, thank God for everything He blessed me with.

For answering my prayers and for giving me things I never even knew I'd need.

And for every little thing He is working on my life right now.

He's making miracles for me everyday.

Did you know that for almost a year now, I wake up the exact same time I want/need to without an alarm clock or anyone to wake me up?

Just praying before I shut my eyes and leaving it all up to Him.

Then when I wake up, I have no idea what decade it is and suddenly, I'd just have enough time o fix myself and my stuff to go to school.

This excludes sometimes when I stay up to like 5am and have to wake up at 6am though. That would be my fault. Haha.

But right now, isn't this what I prayed for last year when I was all depressed, lonely and muddy?

"I want a day when I get to do whatever I want. I want to play all day and blog all night."

"I want a reallllyyyyyyy cute 3DS! And I want someone to play it with~"

"I want cozy nights watching anime."

"I want my own room so I can have my own comfort zone"

Now what?

I study something I love to do

I just played League of Legends and now I'm blogging at 5am

I do have it right now in front of me and I just received a Manaphy from Nikki and late I'm getting my Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire.

I'm currently watching Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun tucked inside my blanket against the chilly weather

I do have my own pink pretty room now too

Simple stuff. BUT- I HAVE THEM ALL. All my prayers were answered.

And I'm really thankful.

How great is He? :) <3

Anyway, that's it for today.

RANDSOM DUCKFACE FEEL CHIO SELFIE

signed,

Dearestdenziiee

Hello durr

...Hi.

So, I've been staring at my blog for the past few minutes getting bored as f.

I just have nothing to do for a few more hours.

So let me sit here in front of my computer telling you stuff I would if I was with a friend right now. Lol

Currently I'm playing Music Box version of Just Be Friends by Megurine Luka in the background and it's raining outside.

Moments like this are the ones I want to cherish so I'm trying to record it with a post :)

You know, I wish it just always rains minus the flooding and disasters.

I love the rain so much.

The temperature it brings is just the perfect temperature for me.

Me, hiding inside my red dyed hair while blogging is just so cozy for me~

Yesterday I trimmed the edges of them and it's been a year and a half since I cut my hair

I must say I missed the feeling lol

I used to always cut it by myself thus having short and ugly styled hair which I thought looked really great on me lol.

Now I change the song to Music Box version of First Love by Utada Hikaru.

Anyway, there's a million thoughts I'd like to share with you

But then there's also a thousand people viewing my blog and thinking about them reading it is embarrassing (like I don't have really weird stuff up on here yet anyway lel)

One thought I have is school and I'm kinda stressed by this thought of going over a long line later and doing stuff to get enrolled for the next semester

Hm. Stressing me out.

On the good side though, we'll be doing animations next sem and I'm so so so happy

I took up this course with a goal that I would make my blog really pretty :3

But now thinking about it, the course has more benefits like now I want to be a mangaka in the future

Or an animator working in my own desk drawing and doing photoshop late at night while I drink my green tea.

Naisu desu ne~

Hahaha you got it right, this is me ranting about my own la-la land ♥

It's pretty here, don't you want to be inside of it with me?

SEE? luka is having fun~ ♥
now i want pink hair (credits to owner)