2015 WISHLIST

Hallu durrrrrrrrr

I'm hypomanic again, shhh, don't tell my doctor I don't need her anyway i feel incredible LOL

But yeah Hi. Again. It's me. I was wondering if atter all these years you'd like to meet? Lololol i'm jking it's from Adele's Hello, geddit? No, okay, pshaw! Fine. Buzzkill.

It is true I have gotten my most wonderfull gift this christmas which was a new kitty cat (check tag Lülu Anais) but yesh, I'm back this year with another wishlist. 

This will also work for my bday wishlist for March 06 :3 haha

I'll just. List them this year bc i'm just on ipod. 

IDC IF THEYRE NEW OR NOT OPENED OR NOT :) HAHAHA 

1. DJ SONA AND SNOW DAY SYNDRA SKIN

Uhm well yeah? I'm a badass Syndra player hands down. But sona, i just want it badly. Please.

2. Rune Factory 4 and Harvest Moon: A Tale of Two Towns

Idk if i've posted it last year bu i still want it. Missed Nintendo eshop sale. Bought a cat instead. Worth. But still want em. Please?

3. Romaric Walker

looooooooooooooool shhhhhh don't tell i'm gonna ruin Christmas for you and your angkan.

4. MASHIMARO BED!

Fuck. You know those totoro huge ass beds i want a mashimaro one please.

5. Whiskas Cat Food. And Kitty Litter.

Economical. Fuck yeah.

6. Animal Crossing: Happy Home Designer

:( :( :( please? :3

7. Horror / Suspense Fiction books or books in general

I haven't read for a while. :( Please anything neil gaiman / michael faudet / lang leav will work 

8. ART SUPPLIES

give me paint, i'll take it. Staedtler / Fabed-Castell pencils are much appreciated hahhaha 

Hmm i'm running out of wishes. God gave me fucktons this year. So blessed. Thank You Lord <3

9. Anything white. 

Don't think green. I said white, bitch. Even paper is fine. Lol

10. 10 million pesos

Thx

Last year of being 18 woohooooo i love hate this year but made it

Sticker by my baby cousins. I'll burn them.

New kitty <3 Lülu Anais the Smoke Blue Doll Face Persian Cat

Okay breh, I agree she looks grumpy.

But trust me she's like the nicest kitty ever.

I really wanted a new cat for Christmas since my poor baby Kohl is gone and prayed God that I find a new cat to love.

In a matter of DAYS, bruh, DAYYSSSS (though it kinda felt like years ofc bc it's a new kitty!) He gave me my wish.

Ang lakas ko kay God grabe diba.

I don't think I ever told you about Koi though :( 

Basically I got him from the streets February 2015, he was a small baby cat about 2-3months old and he had a broken tail which was still bleeding.

He appeared from my doorstep out of nowhere and Me, I really wanted a black cat, I gave him spaghetti. He ate it. And was nice about letting me touch him.

So I asked my cousin to grab him to my house and I fed him eggs and made him a box (which he outgrew a few weeks and started sleeping in my bed)

He was a very playful kitten. Left me with scratches and love and tears and depression when he was thrown out by my annoying af uncle.

Now back to my new cat.

I was really sad about Koi and felt very very lonely and alone. 

So i decided and hoped for a gray/blue cat. I looked for russian blues but theyre too expensive bc they're rare af.

I came across persian cats bc they were the ones mostly sold.

I searched thoroughly online to find the prettiest yet cheapest I could. I mostly wanted a gray or white or black one. Possibly pure and nice.

I got all of it in one. Lol and very cheap. She was being sold for 3,500php near me with her partner a a pure doll face persian calico male. Which is still available. 

But I haggled out and got her for 2,500 also because the Lady named Jane Alyssa is very nice :)

I can't lie. She looked very neglected and the owner stated she can't take care of them anymore.

Her name was originally Lulu and that surprised me bc league of legends, duh. 

I really wanted to name her Anais. Bc I wanted her name to mean grace. As in God's Grace. 

But the babycat responds to being called Lulu so I named her Lülu Anais :)

She's a bit shy. But very affecionate. 

My grabdma hates pets. But when Lülu meowed at her with her non existent meow sound which is like a lip sync, she found her cute and was very protective of her.

The owner also said she's pregnant. I was half scared and half excited. BUT I don't think she is to be honest. 

She said she's supposed to be pregnant since August. But that's just bullshit. Cats are only prego for less than 2 months at most.

I gave her kitten food just incase she is but she's not taking it well with blood on her loose stools.

So I might just go back to giving her adult dry, canned and raw food. 

But yeah she's a really cool lap cat and likes sleeping on the floor. Oh and she's approx 1 years old btw. She's a big girl.

Here's some pictures from today. (Her eyes yellow orange eyes are just reflecting light)

Okay. Next post: END OF THE YEAR WISHLIST!!!! <3

Thank you for reading! Hope you didnt get bored much.

The Irony in Social Networking Sites

"What's on your mind?"

"What's happening?"

"What's going on?"

Few of the things we see before we type or post anything on social networking sites like Twitter and Facebook.

The purpose of why we post stuff on the internet varies from person to person, but why, in some cases do we get... what's the right word?

Discriminated? Probably. Discriminated about posting what's actually happening and what's literally on our minds?

For example, we post feelings on facebook like this..

Allie Hamilton: feeling empty 😶

And one or two people would instantly react, maybe not actually post it or tell you but in their minds they would be like..

Oh my god, why is this person such a drama queen.

What's happening to this person couldn't really be that bad.

Why do you have to post stuff like that?

That's not interesting, keep your problem to yourself.

Attention seeker.

Doing it all for the likes.

This is why I don't post stuff like that, see, it looks stupid.

Stuff like this.

Honestly, tell me you haven't thought ANY of those lines ever before?

You probably have, or not, if you say so.

And for me, I think it's NOT RIGHT.

By "not right" I mean that we shouldn't be thinking bad stuff about other people posting the stuff that's literally on their mind and happening.

Why do we ridicule others so much and not think.... Geez, it's ridiculous that I'm ridiculing other people for being ridiculous on facebook but I'm clearly missing the point that THIS IS WHAT IS FACEBOOK FOR, FOR SAYING WHAT'S ON SOMEONE'S MIND.

Damn it. Let us not be judgemental and critical.

Seriously, just unfriend or unfollow.

No matter how ignorant a post gets as long as it's not hurting, damaging, harassing, involving anyone and anything that shouldn't be done so, we shouldn't really give a shit about their shit. 

Let them do their shit, yeah? Lol

Because it's what it is for. The sole purpose of it's existence.

Facebook and Twitter asked them that before they posted, get it over with.

If you wanted to see funny posts, go to 9gag. Not advertising.

I dunno I'm just rambling. I just.. can't sleep lol

Here let's take a chill pill. Lolol

IG: @DearestDenziiee

Lows

I hate talking about this. I really do.

But something in me tells me I should.

In the past post somewhere I told you I don't know whether I have bipolar disorder.

Because yeah, the past two months have been crazy for me to the point i had to go back to hell and see if it's any better here.

Aaaaand i think I have transitioned from my very high highs to my really low lows again.

Part of me accepted long ago that this happens and will happen quite alot.

But when you get mania you feel like everything's gonna be okay. You're amazing, you can handle everything.

And that led me to go here, take on AALLLL these adult tasks... and two months from then........

I have not achieved anything.

Yeap. It. All. Went. Spiraling. Down. Once. Fucking. Again.

Being hopeful when you're on the lowest side of the pole isn't gonna happen.

I keep wondering where the old I can do anything me went.

And I don't know if I'm just trying to justify myself with this bipolar thing or I'n just a failure.

I seriously will not be okay if this goes on. 

History has repeated itself. It's that long loooong year I don't have anything happening all over again.

I might delete this but i'll let it stay here

Star Guardian Lux and Fnatic Janna

Okay okay contain myself....

Here it goes.........................................

BY THE POWER OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP WE WILL PUNISH THE EVIL THAT IS THE ENEMY TEAM <3 - lilypichu on youtube

Scream loudly kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~ ;w;

I haz SG Lux like wtffff.

I am Sailor Freaking Moon now, officially, as words of Aira my bae-con. /geddit?/

THIS BABYGIRL IS MY BABYGIRL

MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE LOL

BABY THAT RECALL IS SO BAE

THAT FUCKING ULTI IS KAWAII AF

DOES ANYONE AT ALL UNDERSTAND MY SATISFACTION OF OWNING THIS JEWEL HAHAHAHA FML i'm a sad human being

Here so you could see how tf it really looks like at this link:

 STAR GUARDIAN LUX SKIN SPOTLIGHT <3

smh tbh Lilypichu and her "Well, a "double rainbow" is a phenomenon of optics that displays a spectrum of light due to the sun shining on droplets of moisture in the atmosphere. Does that explain it?"  IN A REALLYYYYYY ANNOYING CUTE VOICE made me want this fucking troll champion and troll skin :<

I LOVE ET! LOL

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But yeah HI! I just missed my blog and suddenly wanted to rant about my latest and final *probably* skin I would get without a sale.

As most of you know if we're frinds on fb I have wasted a fuckton 2k for looking for DJ Sona just last month AND SHE NEVER APPEARED

Result was I have multiple skins for all my champs. :'( I no even want all but janna

I have completed the skins of these in search for DJ FREAKING SONA:

Syndra

Lissandra

Ashe (yes)

Jinx

Nami (oh hell yeah that mermaid skin i love it I almost main Nami now btw)

Jayce (fuck this champion okay I don't even fucking use it! hahahaha i got it off of GAS spin)

aaaaaaand

JANNA my baby <3 (just today and with an exception of Victorious bc i haven't been that long in game)

but boyyyyyyyyyyyyy am i glad they released Fnatic Janna again or else I would have continued trying my luck to get it in misery gift :( lolol i made that up

It was the perfect day to get my last janna skin bc it's soooo freaking windy today hahaha

It's like her saying hey, buy me or nah~ woosh woosh~

lolol sorry

So far I love my league account and it;s up for sale. :)

YES! You heard that right :)

Selling my league account for 6,500php :)

Considering the effort and amount i have played on it and the fucktons of skins it has i think its a fair price.

Hahaha XD

But yeah, email me @ aegyoenchatress@gmail.com for that :P

ALSO IT'S MY DEAREST MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY AGAIN <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY SHY THESE SKINS WOULD NEVER BE MINE IF IT WEREN'T FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU LOLOLOL

And yeah.

KISSY KISSY FROM MY PRETTY MOMMY AND FAT ME :( XD